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yeah. so. selfie check. dont expect anyone to say anything about my looks ever again

except that im like a woman. and that was never a problem before, but now it is?

when i changed my middle name from ove to emma in 2019, people stopped asking

"are you male or female?" both online and offline, no matter what account name

i had even if i didnt have an avatar. so now thats come back stronger and worse.

i had some parameter error in both the length of my hair and fingernails

to be easily identifiable as a good masturbation target for women.

thus they hired gay guys in droves. just for them to say "tomas" repeatedly.

one guy managed like 20 times in 1 minute. why? the junkie hivemind

works in mysterious ways.

so, cut my nails direcly afterwards. the spam reduced a lot but not enough.

i mean, what is so insultive about red hair? that they have to invent an insult

for it? which if i fight it back, it devolves to something worse? i mean, looking

at it, its not the strongest colour ive seen in others. its a mix of brunette blonde

orange and some gold. if i tan my hair sorta looks blonde. it just depends on the setting.

if anything, im light brunette. never heard an insult towards them. and if they wanna get

insulted by my supposed glow, why doesn platina blonde gauge their eyes out? yeah. because

everyone is like that. but i do remember doing an hdr pic, my hair did look aglow then. but

for normies who are hung over (all the time basically) that would never be positive. its like

the feedback effect on your ears. it literally cuts into your eyes. yeah. and the longer hair

i have, the more carrot top / rödtopp / toppen / perfekt / ok (???) spam i get. its funny with

some staff, they are literally logarithmical. one i knew how shed react to some input. another

one i figured earlier what the "objectives" she was given to fuck me up. humanity is gone.

because its never existed. reality world planet earth is a badly engineered computer game

with passable UX and flawed LLM based AI. what did that L acronym mean there? well, they only

do LLMs for popular occurances. so its like an evolvement of morph landscapes, but applying it

to people instead. thus, for years, ever since i can remember, i happen to be at the same level

as people who like wellness spam. ive never ever done that. social media overflows with it. and

not just that. ads as well. and people i follow for some reason, they all pretend they have

something to say, but its just so they can eventually spam "think of here and now and take

a deep breath". yeah. uh. very primitive religion there. thats it? thats worse than christianity.